Today has been a difficult emotional day.

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Originally Posted by Zeke

SERIOUS: perhaps I was a bit more lit than I realized, last evening?

I was lamenting missing the dog!

It is unusual for me to be overtly emotional but -- completely on accident and without conscious thought -- I drove by my old house last evening.

Nostalgic deja vu was nearly overwhelming about a life long gone.

Fear that someone would "use anything against me?" It's not as high handed deep thought self-righteous as it sounds, I was just embarrassed by what seeing that former home did to me. My instinct in such things is to not acknowledge that such feelings/thoughts occur. What I have found, is that to accept it occurs is a strength, not a weakness.

Zeke

I'm sorry about your turmoil with the emotions of the past. But I feel the strongest word in our language that I can't master, ha ha ha

Acceptance

With that we can enjoy the past for what it is, a learning experience. The good always outweighs the bad.