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Ok I am at odds here ,I have come to the conclusion that it has always been me at fault.It seems my whole life I have been at odds with the world,Jobs,relationships Even freindships.I always thought everyone was out to get me,but this whole time it has been me.I mean this has gone on since I can remember with family or anyone My Wife When she was Lucid before the stroke I can only think she lived in denial as to who I really was.Like A stockholm syndrome if you will.I need to get this sorted out in the mainframe as I am coming into a new area of confrontation with myself and my sanity.

I received my Nutiva coconut oil and have been taken it for a few days now I think it is helping,but that is most likely a placebo effect so soon.they say the brain is more powerfull than any super computer that can ever be concieved.I believe that the bain is a mystery unto itself and will never be given the true study it deserves.Not until the people doing the studies change the mode of diagnostics they measure existance by.I am doing this thread as a evidence that I am trying to fix what is wrong with me.Any one is welcome to contribute their thoughts but please be respectfull.