Stressful times for me, and an apology

[RickeyM]

BigE I'll miss you over at AK. Maybe you can contact them and explain things? I've seen a lot of support there for fellow AK'ers going through a rough patch. Maybe they'll rethink their decision? I think I have an idea of which thread it was. Some threads over there I just stay away from. Anywho, you came through this once, you'll come through again.

[BlueStreak]

It happens to us all. I went through a rough patch a couple decades ago, lost my temper, blew a blood vessel in my left eye and nearly lost my job. I ended up in anger management and depression counselling. Fortunately, there were no drug or alcohol issues involved.

Anyhow, Be strong my good man, do as you must to keep yourself moving forward. You'll be okay.

[Mark B]

Hey BigElCat, that's a lot of shi$ to deal with. Don't beat yourself up over not handling it perfectly. Hang in there.

[Zeke]

I'm pulling for you, BigElCat.

If you dig deep enough in the subscriber section of AK, you'll find some posts from me at my nadir.

No judgment here.

[BigElCat]

The people I work with (and for), actually saw the posts that got me banned from AK. They had been 'tracking' me since 2014.

I don't want the people reading this to feel the need to contact the authorities here.

I'm pretty closely monitored. I'm doing okay. My real world friends from AK are shunning me, now, with good reason. I have no hard feelings about that. What else could they do ?

[BigElCat]

Oh yeah.

They thought it was funny that I freaked out on the internet.

They're supporting me by putting me back on the night shift, and instituting mandatory over-time. They monitor me because i'm a security risk. And they keep taunting me.

[donquixote99]

How kind and helpful people typically are in situations like this! <==sarcasm here!

I would not report you to hopefully compassionate and helpful 'authorities' (which seems ridiculous when you type it) unless I discerned a credible threat to physically harm yourself or others. Then I still wouldn't because I have no idea as to your name, and only a very vague idea of your location.

[BigElCat]

Originally Posted by donquixote99

How kind and helpful people typically are in situations like this! <==sarcasm here!

I would not report you to hopefully compassionate and helpful 'authorities' (which seems ridiculous when you type it) unless I discerned a credible threat to physically harm yourself or others. Then I still wouldn't because I have no idea as to your name, and only a very vague idea of your location.

I LOVE you Don.

and I know that's your real name.

[donquixote99]

Might be my real name. No actual telling.

[BigElCat]

Originally Posted by donquixote99

Might be my real name. No actual telling.

John Ashcroft could survive water boarding.

You ?

You have no chance.