Gotta get my sanity back.
 

Ok some of you know I am going through mild alzheimers ,but I am fighting it PIOtold me about Nitiva or cold pressed coconut oil so I did a lot of research and ordered some has a good following and doctors secretly endorse it,Fda wont because it cant be patented.gonna try it out these mood pills they have me on make me whant to hug and cuddle everyone I meet,wich would not be bad if everyone else were also feeling that way.LOLthere are a couple here I would like to give these pills to one Is Dave,I would love to see that Hope you see this dave,Walkin up and just bear hugging everybody and sayin I LOVE YOU!!

any way back to reality,I am trying to hold on to my rational thought I get angry and my patience is zero,I have to do something.this Coconut thing seems to be good thing i will find the reserach and link it in this threadfor those that know someone this may benefit or even their selves.ok gotta stay busy will put those links up in a bit.

Ok I am at odds here ,I have come to the conclusion that it has always been me at fault.It seems my whole life I have been at odds with the world,Jobs,relationships Even freindships.I always thought everyone was out to get me,but this whole time it has been me.I mean this has gone on since I can remember with family or anyone My Wife When she was Lucid before the stroke I can only think she lived in denial as to who I really was.Like A stockholm syndrome if you will.I need to get this sorted out in the mainframe as I am coming into a new area of confrontation with myself and my sanity.

I received my Nutiva coconut oil and have been taken it for a few days now I think it is helping,but that is most likely a placebo effect so soon.they say the brain is more powerfull than any super computer that can ever be concieved.I believe that the bain is a mystery unto itself and will never be given the true study it deserves.Not until the people doing the studies change the mode of diagnostics they measure existance by.I am doing this thread as a evidence that I am trying to fix what is wrong with me.Any one is welcome to contribute their thoughts but please be respectfull.

You're not alone. As Dan Rather once said, "courage!"

Yes and I do know how to keep the neggative stuff out too in this like Self pity and depression ,I suffer Chronic deppression by diagnosis but I am on mood elevaters and other happy pills wich is a battle in itself .but I know to not get wrapped up in self pity .A lot of people start the self pity cycle by being symphathetic,and it just blossoms into full blown deppression.there are things to learn when dealing with mental health as a patient.Just as much as A doctor needs to know ,In order to understand the root of a affliction.

At least you are lucid re your problem.

Although there is tremendous change in attitudes to persons with problems
of the mind actual treatment is still not definitive and runs the gamut.

but it has come a long way from electric shock ,but in my opinion it is still primitive.How do I know,I dont

I do have my bad times that is what no one reads,I will see if I can translate that to my posts,mite give somekind of insight and have some type of revealation.

Best of luck Cleon.

you bet,you all help me in some ways,just with the thought provoking stuff,been awile though..I like all y'all and could just squeeze you all in a bear hug,LOL

It is often a long struggle. What often helps is for you and others around to
note what works for you and what aggravates the problem. Perceptive,
kind and resilient persons in your environ are a boon.

Right now the agravation is coming from the power supply and amplifers,why there are so many frigin variations ,I think maybe some one sould have taken Edison out and left Tesla with his DC current,Just Sayin..